deep breaths.

i only have one class tomorrow, next tuesday, and next thursday.
the other professors are taking long thanksgiving vacations.
this is nice, because i won't feel insanely overwhelmed with these three big projects due in two weeks.
i registered for classes today with no problem.
i will be overloading and taking 18 credits next quarter.
it's going to be tough.
adam and natalie came over for a quick second the other night and it was really nice to see them.
they love it here.
in about 15 minutes, i am going to a panel at elliott bay having to do with good writers.
lots of things happening lately.
it's getting into the 20's starting monday.
layerslayerslayers.

lastly.

amelia did actually take me outside for an hour.
as a new seattleite, it was about time i saw gasworks and "the troll" up close.
he is holding a real, red VW bug under that giant hand of his.
both of these are in "10 Things I Hate About You."
i don't remember the troll, but julia stiles and heath ledger have their paintball fight at gasworks.

missing olive (and the montana family).

"ummm...don't like me."

i hibernated this weekend.
aside from saturday night, i came out of my room maybe four times.
and when i say my room, i mean my bed.
i didn't even say happy veteran's day to my brother until the day after.
i feel like a big dick.
on that note, housewarming round two was a blurry success.
i've been working on a lot of mixtapes.
i'm not asking anyone what they want for christmas,
because i can only afford to make things, if that.
and that's what i'm gonna' do.
i've also been writing a lot in hopes to develop some kind of style.
i'm registering for tijuana.
i woke up today with a burst of "let's make some changes" energy.
happy monday.

well,

getting back into the ol' coffee addiction.
and
detesting time and language.

"who decided that being "good with words" was necessary?
perhaps being "bad with words" says something even better about you."

james' brother is here for the weekend.
everything is just going to be really silly.
punk house tonight.
whatever tomorrow.
haley's housewarming friday.
chateau seascum housewarming (round 2) on saturday.
(let's see what else can break aside from an 8-foot long dining room table)
whatever sunday.
adam and natalie next week!
haley, sean, patrick, and daniel for thanksgiving!

and finally,

while friends are where it's at,
i'm afraid i've gotten too used to being alone.

ok, sorry, night.

abstract / impressionable.

i have never ever ever ever talked to someone about myself
(my life and thoughts) as much as i have recently.
and i am glad that i haven't.
i can tell that (or at least i feel like) you seriously appreciate me as a human being.
i do feel extreeeeeeemely exposed though.

i was never looking in the right places.