something i might as well just say is thank you.
thank you for speeding up the process,
and hurting/disappointing me yet again.
it just makes things easier, and it was a nice ending nevertheless.
don't worry, you're still invited.
although it wouldn't surprise me if you didn't show.
wouldn't bother me either.
i figured out that i will easily accept the attention
and the breaking down my wall
once the person who knows how to do it just right comes around.
i've been blaming shit on myself for too long,
and i'm no longer afraid to admit that i deserve a lot better than many things i've settled for.
tonight was full of a lot of new information that just made me really uncomfortable.
buuut, i also got to say a lot of stuff that's really needed to be said.
i need to leave :/
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