...

writing a bunch of dumb little songs,
struggling with how many people i really want to make time for,
hating myself for not succeeding,
wondering if you still ever think about me,
and you and you,
missing too many people,
(im)patiently waiting,
riding/walking to the death,
feels like literally,
not caring about certain things,
caring a lot about others,
overanalyzing weird situations,
keeping quiet,
sleeping too much,
winding down.

not knowing what time it is.