real updates.

so really i've been working too little, going to too many shows,

celebrating way too many birthdays, struggling to get around,

and trying to find time for myself and for friends with the little down time i find hidden in corners.

i'm scared because i've been spending a lot of that free time sleeping and by myself,

and although i love it right now, i will probably feel unfulfilled and sad when moving time comes.

the month of august is already half full for me, and because i'll be having fun,

time is going to go by so fast. i really don't know what to do!

today i bought tickets to see rocky votolato play in a flipping house!

a friend's house! in east palo alto.

i bought one of the last 7 out of 40 tickets.

it will be legendary, i tell you.

i've been reading crime and punishment for the last 3 weeks and am really disappointed in how long it has taken me, i still have close to 100 pages left, and i am really determined to finish tonight.

i've read three books this summer. only three. that's not ok.

i'm getting more and more excited about getting my tattoo, although it's going to be between 400 and 600 dollars out of my pocket!

i'm worried about what i'm going to do for money when i get to seattle.

anyway, i got a macbook. that's pretty cool.

i am brainless when it comes to computers, so it's a bit overwhelming.

new toys are always exciting though!

i'm making a promise to myself right now to not sleep anymore than at bedtime.

IF i nap, they must last no longer than one hour.

i've been wasting too much time.

anyway, i'm off to read. seee ya.